I cry on my birthday every year. Yes, every single year lol. As abnormal as it seems a Google search and a phone call with one of my friends made me realise that other people do this also. Turns out that quite a few suffer with 'The Birthday Blues'. As you can imagine it was relieving to find out that I'm not the only one. Most people I know don't enjoy turning older but as we all know, it's the inevitable. It's the 19th December and in exactly one month I will be twenty-one, as winter progresses I often feel down knowing that once the New Year hits, I will soon be poking another candle in the cake . Once upon a time I looked forward to 19th January because the 19th meant everyone being extra nice to me that day, it meant going to the shop with my mom the night before to pick up a box of chocolates to take to school, it meant shying away whilst everyone sang 'Happy Birthday to you' in my face. At about 12 years old my disdain for birthdays develope...